For you, mom.

Happy Mother's Day :]] This entry is dedicated to the strongest person I know, my mother, the one who gave me life. 
     My mother has and always will be my hero. She has an insurmountable amount of strength within her that is rare to find in someone. I could not have popped up in her belly at a better time. Bringing happiness into her world that had been dark and gloom for almost a year. I saved her. 
     Raising my younger sister and I from quite a young age, we were given a good life. No, it wasn't always perfect, but the thing that has made it great is that she always tried her hardest to do the best for her children. And that says more than any material thing ever could. Without realizing it, she has taught my sister and I very valuable things that I am so grateful for.
    Growing up we had a great relationship, we were extremely close. As my drug addiction got worse and worse, our relationship started to change more and more. The thing I am so thankful for, however, is her finally learning that trying to change me isn't going to change anything. She didn't go anywhere wrong in raising me. This is my battle that I have to face and conquer. She let me find my way, and made sure I knew she was there for me and loved me. The growth I have seen in her the past few years is just absolutely amazing. She is almost an entirely different person, and I  am so happy for her. 
    SWIHA has helped my mother come out of her shell, and be who she is on the inside and let the world see that beauty and not be afraid. Knowing that I am the reason that brought her to that school, I wouldn't take back a second of my past, because without that.. she may not be as happy as she is now. Who knows. 
     But we have both given each other so much. She has saved me.
     My mother will always be my favourite person to watch movies with. My mother will always be the one person that I know gives me unconditional love with every breath that she takes. My mother will always have the most delicious dinners that she cooks with random things from the cupboard. My mother will always be the voice in my head, when I think something isn't the way it should be. My mother will always be the talented, creative woman that raised me. My mother will always be the beautiful person that people are attracted to in every way. My mother will always be the one who makes me believe in what I think is 'impossible.' My mother will always be the best at taking care of me when I am sick. My mother will always be the person that I can talk to for hours and just let the whole day fly by. My mother will always be with me <3 

I love you mom. You have blessed me with this beautiful life and I am forever grateful to you. You are my hero, and I can't possibly comprehend a world without you. <333

I can't wait to make you dinner tonight ;)